have time to think my future in this holiday
what i could foresee is a boring routine
daily:
sitting in an office 9:00am - 8:00pm
dine and after 8:30pm - 11:00pm
in bed 12:00pm - 7:30am
saturday out with frd
sunday for church + family
long-term:
get a job
get a house
get a marriage
get a child
getting old
get retired
get buried
the only choice i guess is:
1) keep my life on track, this is probably what i'll get
2) take some ventures, regret at the end
